Leaving Hope...

Leaving hope,

Leaving the town

Leaving the world

Living in peace...

Learn to Swim

Fuck retro anything.
Fuck your tattoos.
Fuck all you junkies and
Fuck your short memory.

Dying Soul

Hello, Mirror so glad to see you my friend, it's been a while
Searching, Fearless - where do I begin to heal this wound of self-denial
Face yourself man!
Brace yourself man! and trace your hell back
You've been blinded, living like a one way cold existence all the while
Now it's time to stare the problem right between the eyes you long lost child

I wanna feel your body breaking
Wanna feel your body breaking and shaking and left in the cold
I want to heal your conscience making a change to fix this dying soul

Born into this world a broken home
Surrounded by love yet all alone
Forced into a life that's split in two
A mother and a father both pulling you
Then you had to deal with loss and death
Everybody thinking they know best
Coping with this shit at such an age
Can only fill a kid with pain and rage
Family disease pumped through your blood
Never had the chance you thought you could
Running all the while with no escape
Turning all that pain in to blame and hate
Living on your own by twenty one
Not a single care and having fun
Consuming all the life in front of you
Burning out the fuse and smoking the residue
Possessive obsessions selfish childish games
Vengeful resentments
Passing all the blame
Living out a life of decadence
Acting without thought of consequence
Spreading all your lies from coast to coast
While spitting on the ones that matter most
Running power mad with no control
Fighting for the credit they once stole
No one can ever tell you what to do
Ruling other's lives while the can't stand the thought of you
A living reflection seen from miles away
A hopeless affliction having run astray

I wanna feel your body breaking
Wanna feel your body breaking and shaking and left in the cold
I want to heal your conscience making a change to fix this dying soul
This dying soul

Now that you can see all you have done
It's time to take that step into the kingdom
All your sins will only make you strong
And help you break right through the prison wall

With Lots of Tears
Dream Theater
Train of Thought

The Great Below

Staring at the sea
Will she come?
Is there hope for me
After all is said and done
Anything at any price
All of this for you
All the spoils of a wasted life
All of this for you
All the world has closed her eyes
Tired faith all worn and thin
For all we could have done
And all that could have been
Ocean pulls me close
And whispers in my ear
The destiny Ive chose
All becoming clear
The currents have their say
The time is drawing near
Washes me away
Makes me disappear
I descend from grace
In arms of underflow
I will take my place
In the great below
I can still feel you
Even so far away

P.S.
Nine Inch Nails

Thursdays, Fucking Thursdays!

I've always hate Thursdays.
And the women are always the same,
using the same strategies,
and even smelling the same...

Tired

I feel very tired. Suicide tendencies increase!

Work!

Sorry fellas I gotta censor myself talking about the work.

Happ, Happ, Happy!

Been very happy lately! Hope this never ends or at least ends good!

Disappear

Disappear
Disappear
Disappear
Vanish
Vanish
Into the air...

To Saba Z. the most recet chapter of the story!

Need you!
Dream you!
Find you!
Taste you!
Fuck you!
Use you!
Scar you!
Break you!
Lose me!
Hate me!
Smash me!
Erase me!
Kill me!
Kill me!
Kill me!
Kill me!
Kill me!
Kill me!
Kill me!
Kill me!


P.S. Nine Inch Nails: Eraser.

Enjoying of holidays and listening too much NIN!

:) I'm still on vacation.